The Man that refuses to give up!
It
is easy to worship God when things are going great in your life - when He has
provided food, friends, family, health, and happy situations. But what
do you do when God seems a million miles away? How do you worship God
then?
One
of the deepest levels of worship is praising God in spite of
pain, thanking God through trials, trusting Him when
tempted, surrendering while suffering, and loving Him when
He 'seems' distant.
As
I walk to work each morning I take the exact same route, it's 'routine', you
could say just like your daily quiet time or morning prayer, something you do
everyday, right? .. On my way I pass the same man wearing a high-viz jacket
standing between roadworks and pedestrians, he's there making sure the big
cement rollers don't run over the small busy-body people on their journey to
work, he stands in the same spot, morning, noon and night, wind, rain,
sunshine, sleet, snow and even HAIL! (Yes living in England you can really
experience each of these weather conditions in the short space of 3months).
One
morning, coincidently a morning I failed to converse with my heavenly Father, I
left my house exceptionally early, I was in a huff and a puff, upset, angry and
frustrated with current affairs.. I began my journey to work, this time however
a slight change in routine, I got to the other side of the road, and the man I
see twice daily without fail was no where to be found! Was he sick? Had he left
his job? Where was he? I wanted to know where he was!
I
got to the other side of the pathway, and I laughed, because I knew God was
revealing something to me...
David
probably had one of the closest friendships with God. God took pleasure in
calling him "a man after my own heart."(1 Samuel
13:14). Yet David frequently complained of God's apparent absence:
"Lord, why are you standing aloof and far
away? Why do you hide when I need you the most?" (Psalm 10:1 LB)
"Why have you forsaken me? Why do you remain
so distant? Why do you ignore my cries for help?" (Psalm 22:1 NLT)
"Why have you abandoned me?" (Psalm 43:2
TEV)
Of
course, God had never left David, and that morning what I failed to realise was
that Mr HighViz never left me, it was I who had taken it upon myself to do what
I wanted, change the rules and cross that road for myself, on my terms, because
of how I felt!! That morning I refused to trust in God, in that I didn't put my
current situation in His hands, rather than pray I left my house in a foul
mood, I didnt 'feel' like seeing what God had to say, I didnt 'feel' like
talking to Him. I walked a different route, changed the routine and did things
MY way.
The
next day, as I turned the corner Mr HighViz was standing in his spot, I smiled
from ear to ear, as I walked past I said,"morning, I didn't see you
yesterday" and through him God spoke, he replied, 'but I saw
you'.. wow, my heart skipped a beat.
God
has promised repeatedly, "I will never leave you nor forsake
you." (Deuteronomy 31:8) so the next time you're feeling
'some way' or distant from God, take a guess at who's moved!!
If
you dont have a personal relationship with Jesus Christ but feel that still
quiet voice knocking at your heart, take a step of faith and open up,
click here to find out more about Him
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